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Saturday, April 2nd, 2005
4:03 pm
The amazing lurker
To all my lovely psychotic friends on Transgressions, I'm aware I've been quiet a whole 3 or 4 days now. I have been lazy. This will be corrected soon, and I'm sure you're all so very glad for that. <3

Also, a present for Jack (which I didn't make):



Current Mood: cheerful
Thursday, March 24th, 2005
6:05 am
Loss
No.

...

NO.

Everything they went through, EVERYTHING, and it ends like this? What kind of fucking karmic stage are they on for some god's amusement?! NO!!!

Jimmy...

Current Mood: grieving
Friday, March 18th, 2005
9:08 pm
*sigh*
I don't know what to think right now. At all.

Back when I first...took an interest in everything, it was all based on how if people just stopped provoking him then nothing bad was going to happen. That's not an excuse though, is it? Nothing has ever been an excuse. But I still make excuses.

Why didn't the stupid woman just stay away when we all told her to?!

If Jimmy went through with it, he's going to have to face up to consequences. If Jack hurt Tabby again, he is too. And that's justice. And that's reaping what you sow. But I've seen all of them go through way too much, and I don't want him to die.

Current Mood: afraid
Sunday, March 13th, 2005
2:42 am
What a night...
Well, I was present for some more drama. Including a very bloody and nearly-dead Leela, who's thankfully fine now. I even helped some. I'm glad I could.

The muse called me 'Butterfly Lady', which is funny. I asked the Sages a question about one once, and it was on my icon for all of...a day or two, maybe, and that's about all she had to go on. I never told her it was my totem. Then again, she's a muse. She can probably figure these things out.

...It's weird. I don't hold much of a grudge with Jimmy for this. Because Leela forgave him so quickly? Because I can sort of understand why he did it, if I use Jimmy-logic? Because the fact that he tried to keep from hurting Tabby, was willing to die in her place? Maybe all of it. Hell if I know.

I forgive Jack too, because he seems genuinely stunned with himself. Because I wasn't there, but I believe him about it being an accident. He told me once that Tabby and Jimmy get under his skin and he can't explain it. That was before Adrian even came into the picture; no idea what he thinks about the rest. But from what I know about it all, Jack's got to figure out what keeps him so angry at Tabby, what's making him do things like that, and he needs to work through it. Not for Tabby or her lovers, who can defend themselves in their own ways. For Leela.

Who is alive and okay, thank God, and apparently went off to resolve things with Jimmy. I hope he's back to being The Semi-Friendly Though Always Morbid Ghost again. From the look of him, though, I think he is.

G'night, kids. (Eh, who am I kidding? I'll be around for at least another few hours.)

Current Mood: pensive
Saturday, March 12th, 2005
2:12 am
Friday, March 4th, 2005
7:01 pm
I need to actually post in these things a lot more often.
So I was flipping the channels this morning, and Sesame Street was on. And it was advocating polyamoury.

No, I'm so serious. *laughs* The Count and some human actress were snuggling together in a backyard garden somewhere, but the woman said the Count had been distant. And he made a confession: there is someone else! He is in love with the number seven! But wait - the woman confesses she is in love with seven, too! And it ends with them snuggling up to a foam seven with a face, and said anthromorphic number promptly concludes that love is wonderful.

Don't ask me why I was watching Sesame Street. Please.

As far as more serious threesomes (or something like them) go: Jimmy, Tabby, Adrian, good luck. To all three of you. I actually do mean that, even though I think you're all kind of nuts, but I don't deny you may prove me wrong. Either way it's none of my buisness, and I hate being unfriendly to almost anyone for too long. Even the ones I don't completely trust. ...Tabby, take care of yourself, okay? Because I know you can. And screw this martyrdom thing. Have any other reason but that.

To end on a lighter note, TimeMaster watches! New toy! I shall have to pour over this manual and figure out a place to use it... Who wants to be pestered? *grins a little*
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